Saturday, December 12, 2009

162th post

i am reaching starting pt.... starting pt of 25th dec.... thou i am not christian... yeah.... its the birth of christ.. i know... And yes.... it will be the birth of a new chengxi..... will be.... wif due respect to love... 1 year....... since it signify ending.... 3 years since it all started..... ending of a year where i am smiling and happy on the outside but still.... very much hurting inside... thou only few can see.... but yes.... christmas '09...... will be a start.... the start when my heart will come alive once more... the start where i will be smiling happily once more... and this time... its juz pure happiness with no sadness inside... emo-ness thrown out of the window.... and yet..... on the day itself.... there will only be one place i will be... where my soul will be..........

PS: finally took the courage and went to read the blog.. and yes... i know i can do it come Xmas.. :)

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